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Wednesday, August 15th, 2007
4:23 am	AHHHHHHHHHH NIGHT SHIFT I think I have been on night shift for a bit too long now. I am turning into a nocturnal loonie. At work right now and bored to tears. Need a shag more than I need oxygen. LICKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 19th, 2007
6:39 pm	I really am very soft!!!!!! I don't really believe this quiz........I really am a softy!!!!!! Hot 88% Wet 81% Violent 75% Exciting 69% Soft 63% Sweet 44% Shy 31% Awkward 25% What is your sexual style? created with QuizFarm.com</table> Current Mood: chipper (3 Comments |Comment on this)
6:33 pm	GRRRRRRRRRRRRR Only two weeks till Singapore....YAY Current Mood: chipper (Comment on this)
Monday, February 26th, 2007
1:43 am	The late night ramblings of a Bear with insight!!!!! Its 1am and I feel suffocated by the humidity invading the house. My body is on heat and my mind is racing.La Boheme plays in the background, but somehow it there is no sense of Puccini in the air.  It feels more like a hot night in Cuba. Socialist propaganda playing over the radio as my rum-drunk body contends with a fat Havana cigar and the Salsa.The stainless steel fan overhead does nothing to quell the emissions of radiation from my chest.  The wind chimes outside my window once again bring me back to reality. Why must this corrosive normality disturb my fantasy? Where is everyone tonight? My life on the web seems devoid of contacts at this moment.  My European friends should be waking up from their lazy Sunday afternoons and preparing for another night of temptation. Those in the Americas will be venturing out of bed for breakfast and my homeboys will be laying under their respective fans and air conditioners trying to get some respite from the still night time heat. They will soon embrace slumber only to be awoken by another week of work.  All my close mates know that a guy with nice eyes can win me over in a heartbeat. A man or the vision of a man occupies my thoughts tonight. Dark chocolate almost almond shaped eyes.  He posses eyes that are so knowing and probing that they can burn through you like bolt of sensual lightening. He has the looks of a 30 something mid-western guy,  with just a hint of western Europe, which indicates he could have, in a past life, been sitting down to a lager in a German beer hall .  I won't objectify him any longer because I sense something deeper in his smile. His short beard is shaved to just below two cheeky dimples................ There i go again.  In our first conversation we just "CLICK". Maybe Ramcub is onto something with his beautiful new man. This guy messaged me in a way that is so rare. It wasn't "you are hot!!! lets cam!!!!". He wanted to speak about my passions in life and I, of his. In the age of cyber sex and onwe week relationships I have discovered a real life gentleman.  Meeting him provided me with a well needed boost when it comes to faith in guys, or should I say gentlemen! Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: La Boheme (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 17th, 2007
2:38 am	Can one die of terminal boredom or horniness????? Well it's been 14 weeks since my car accident and my life appears to have changed immeasurably. My personality seems to me to have changed for the worst. My trademark fiestiness and jovial nature appears to have vanished and my attempts to resurrect it with friends are transparently futile. I suppose it is only natural that a dip in mood would result from this trauma. My arm remains broken or in medical terms non-union. For three and a half months I have been pushing for the surgeons to fix it but to no avail. I have an appointment on Monday and if they suggest more waiting time I am going to lose it.  The only problem is that I have no fight left in me. There is a smoky film of futility clouding my eyes. My attempts to fill my days are getting more difficult as there are only so many dvds and only so much porn one can handle. I need to get back to work. Am sure my flatmate is losing the plot with me being home all the time. I have find myself ruminating about lost love and a certain man of the past. Wish I could get him out of my head.  I fully need a kick up the arse but everyone in my life seems content at the moment and I feel it's attention seeking to ask for help. Someone tell me how to get the fire back!!!!! Current Mood: confused (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, December 25th, 2006
11:33 pm	NEARLY 30.....OMG I HAVE DECIDED TO INVITE YOU TO MY 30TH BIRTHDAY BRUNCH.........YAY FOR YOU   PLACE: LITTLE CREATURES BREWERY FREMANTE   DATE: SUNDAY 31ST DECEMBER   TIME: 11AM   PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU CAN MAKE IT. WOULD BE GREAT TO SEE YOU THERE....   MARK 0430571500   COME CELEBRATE THE FACT THAT I AM STILL ALIVE (Comment on this)
Monday, December 18th, 2006
11:54 pm	If I WERE SOMEONE ELSE I WOULD DO ME!!!!!!! Have to thank Rob for finding and posting this pic of us at Hibearnation in June.........Great pic  though I must say he would look way better ON me and not next to me!!!!!!!! LOL......How inappropriate I know!!!!! Anyway I found out on Friday that I need to have a big operation on my arm as the bone is not fusing together. They have to take a piece of bone from my hip and attach it to my humerus and then pin and plate it with steel. Looks like I wont be bak at work till Feb. Feel like a trip somewhere. I need some lovin badly!!!!! Otherwise life is beautiful........ Current Mood: content Current Music: Il Divo (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, December 8th, 2006
12:04 am	MY MOST GAY WEEK EVER!!!!!!! I HAVE EXACTLY NINE MINUTES TO WRITE THIS AS MY FLATMATE WANTS TO LOG ON AT WORK USING OUR DIAL UP. HERE GOES. It all began with the Robbie Williams concert last thursday. Its safe to say his ego is in tact even if his voice wasnt. Loved the show but my leg and arm didnt like the crunching in the mosh pit....LOL......A mosh pit at Robbie Williams....hehehe Saturday saw me shopping for an outfit for............KYLIE!!!!!!! Went to see her on Tuesday night and must say the show was great. She shat glitter and all over Robbie......My only misgiving was a certain old lame number she wore somewhere in the first act. Really bad dress!!!!!!! Today I went to........IKEA and ate meatballs during my purchase of many and varied scented candles......... I NOW FEEL ALMOST TOO GAY TO FUNCTION.......I FEEL LIKE SLIPPING ON A RED BOB AND A GLITTERY COWBOY HAT AND GOING TO THE TAXI CLUB (CIRCA 1996 OF COURSE)... ONE MINUTE LEFT....... ONLY THREE WEEKS TILL I AM 30.......OH IL MIO DEO.......WILL HAVE TO START TO THINK ABOUT WHAT I WANT TO DO IN LIFE I THINK......I AM WASTING SO MUCH OF MYSELF HERE IN PERTH........THINKING ABOUT THE IRISH BLOKE ON A DAILY BASIS....LUST IS A TERRIBLE THING LEFT UNFULFILLED......LIFE IS GOOD.... TIME TO GO.....AND SOMEONE SAY SOMETHING OR I WILL START TO THINK I HAVE NO LJ MATES Current Mood: contemplative (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 28th, 2006
8:01 pm	Fortza Italia GRRRRRRRRRRRRR Booked my ticket to italy for next year......Molto cheap baby!!!!!! Singapore Airlines her I come..... OMG I cant wait....... Current Mood: chipper (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 22nd, 2006
2:13 am	The night is warm and still and the Cicadas serenade us as we walk up the steep footpath. Heavy air inducing my body to sweat with every step. I know I shouldn't have chosen the black pants as it is nearly summer, but after all its part of the dress-to-impress rulebook. Not too gay and not too white-trash-bogan-bear-from-out-of-town. We reach the entrance to my hotel. He finally speaks the words "Go on" in a Dublin accent best described as orgasm inducing. The tone of those two words indicate that maybe he is waiting for an invitation. I reply "so ya wanna come up or what" in my coolest of cool inflection. Needless to say, I don't want to sound too keen but I have been transfixed by this guy for the better part of six hours and now I just want him to kiss me. He immediately replies " that would be grand". Up the elevator it is then! We get to the room and I wizz about in a state of manic paranoia. Do I stink? Maybe he likes that. Should I do my teeth? Maybe that is a bit obsessive compulsive. No. I need a smoke. Balcony it is then. The ciggy calms my nerves as he sits inside the room looking calm and collected. He removes his shoes as I pass him on my way to the bathroom to do my teeth. I can feel his eyes on my butt as I walk away. Out I come. Lights are dimmed. I take off my pants and sit on the edge of the bed. He walks over with that look in his eyes, you know the one that has equal parts sexy, lets fuck and I know exactly what you need! I grab his belt and pull his core towards my face. He exhibits just enough resistance to make it all the more exciting. I nuzzle his soft, flat and slightly hairy midsection. He smells and feels great. I am hard already. He leans down, looks me in the eyes and kisses me softly on the lips. No tongue yet. Just testing the waters. I pull away and give a cheeky smile, grab the back of his head and pull his face towards mine. Suddenly we are laying on the bed engulfing each other with every breath and thrust. He made me burn with the fire of a thousand suns.......................... You know what happens next!!!!!! So we cuddle and he falls asleep with his arms around me. And what do I do?????? I fidget and sleep for and hour or two. He wakes up and we do it over again. I am still awake as I slept all afternoon. I get up and shower and read for a bit. He must think I am nuts. Why can't I just lay the fuck down and relax. Maybe he is too hot for me. Maybe I don't wanna get too close too soon. I decide that I am nuts after all. We wake up and have a big breakfast. He leaves after breakfast as I have to go visit an old school mate. I see him once more the next night. He is talking to a guy at bears night. The guy could be me in 15 years time. I am there with other mates but all I want to do is see him, talk to him, go home with him. I get blotto instead. Send him pissed text messages and wonder why I am so bad at the whole one-night-stand thing. There is always one regret in life and mine is : WHY THE FUCK DID I GO VISIT MY MATE WHEN ALL I WANTED TO DO WAS STAY IN BED ALL DAY WITH THE HOTTEST GUY I HAVE MET IN AGES???????????????????? Grrrrrrrrrrrrr !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: Introspective Current Music: Angelique Kidjo- Summertime (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, August 25th, 2005
11:38 pm	GRR He Lives ok so here is the rundown. finished uni and have a degree moved to melbourne had fun in melbourne got sad and feral moved to perth broke up with BF got new job started new job life is good Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, April 21st, 2005
6:08 pm	Hardcore up for it..... Am home with a day off for the first time in ages........Need my cub here right now (if u get what I mean)....... Time for foody things...... Current Mood: horny (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
9:59 pm	Back from the abyss!!!!!!!!!!!!!! There is an icy stillness hanging in the air. The birds have ceased to sing and the dogs are hiding under the caravan. I no longer feel the burning rays of the sun on my pasty white flesh. Gone is the blind optimism that the sunshine invariably brings. Those four special months when socialising, drinking and making love are as vital to us all as the very air we breathe. Summer, my friends, is over. It’s back to those seeming endless nights that mischievously play with our brain chemistry, back again to frostbitten feet under the computer desk as I write yet another meaningless essay on the state of the health system. I am yearning for the sunshine as much as for my man and winter is yet to throw its icy blanket over our lives. I haven’t written for a while due to the fact I have been sooooo busy. I have been to Melbourne twice to see my bloke and my mates as well as travelled to Perth for a bit of respite from the bush. I have a job interview (phone) for a really good job in Melbourne this Tuesday and I hope to god I get it so I can be closer to my mates and my man. Am crossing everything I am able to cross…… Looking at moving east in late July so am excited about that. Am kind of sad about leaving WA because it is so beautiful and chilled. Love conquers all I suppose. Missin you all heaps!!!!! Mark Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: Georege, Unity (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 13th, 2005
4:08 pm	YAY You Are 15 Years Old 15 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act? (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 8th, 2005
9:26 pm	UPDATED FINALLY It’s been a long time since I have written anything on here! My last entry seems to have been sometime in November. So here goes! Piet came to Perth and Kalgoorlie for two weeks and we had a hardcore two weeks! I got through exams OK and passed everything thank god! I worked Christmas Day and Boxing Day and then went to Perth for a week! I spent a great B’Day in Perth and am now back in Kalgoorlie working my butt off for my trip east in February. I am coming to visit you all so you had better get ready for it! Am finishing my studies here in Kalgoorlie and then moving to Perth for six months. I move to Vic in Jan next year. Life is kinda boring so I don’t have much to say. Love Ya Guts! Mark Current Mood: content Current Music: Live Aid (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
1:04 am	It’s been a while so I thought I had better write something! I have been busy as hell this semester with uni and work. I was a community nurse at the local high school for three weeks (torture) and a placement in the mental health unit. All that work for free, doing night shift in my paid job at the hospital and all assignments have left me totally flat. My plans have been set in stone in regards to moving to Perth in the New Year. I will do my last three weeks of class and eight weeks of prac and then its graduation time. I start my paid nursing in Midland next August and then I’m off to lovely Ballarat to be with my bloke. HOLY SHIT!!!! I haven’t really been in communication with anyone in particular lately so if I have neglected anyone I am sorry. Am tired now….. Missin y’all……. mark (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 25th, 2004
12:54 am	My Almanac Firsts: Best friend: His name was Scott and he showed me his willy on the first day of kindy. I don't know what happened to him. Car: Holden HQ Belmont (canary yellow). Screen name: Harley Funeral: My best mate from primary school.... Pet: A goldfish called Louis Piercing: Ear (right) Credit card: Visa Musicians you remember hearing in your house: Janis Joplin, Dolly, Black Sabath, Cold Chisel, CCR, Dr Hook. Lasts: Car ride: To the shop today.... Kiss: As in tonguey???? LOL ummmmmm one of my sisters friends I think! Alcoholic beverage: A gin, lime and soda.....(drinking right now). Good cry: I think I was like 12......Maybe when I left Melbourne after midsummer and was pining after a guy and coming down off E(I LUV U PIET) Library book checked out: It was a cooking video. Movie seen: "Hollow Reed" Phone call: Piet about an hour ago......Have been depressed ever since!! Can it be love??? Time showered: This afternoon.. CD played: Evanescence 'Fallen' Item bought: Ciggies Annoyance: Piet telling me he wasn't sure he could get time off to stay with me for two weeks (recurring theme maybe???) Disappointment: Eating three ice-creams this afternoon and tonight! Time wanting to die: A few months ago......bad news day! Shirt worn: My work uniform Website visited: WTA tour .com.......alicia molik one her first big tournament today!!! Word/sentence you said: "Whatever" Song you sang: "Bring me to life" on the CD i am listening to now. Whats: In your CD player?: Aretha Franklin -double disk baby Color socks are you wearing?: None... Color underwear are you wearing?: Black as always Under your bed?: Crap Time did you wake up today?: Midday Currents: Mood: Pensive Music: We have so done this question Hair: Bad look!!! Regrowth Clothes: Boxers...(the stretchy kind Annoyance(s): The repetitive nature of these questions Desktop picture: Piet Weemaes Book(s): 'Confessions of a Difficult Woman....Renee geyer story' Time-wasting wish: I've been wasting time avoiding doing an assignment.... Hate: The fact I am not getting cuddles at the moment Mood: Strained (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 20th, 2004
3:26 pm	LIFE ROCKS!!!!!! TODAY I FOUND OUT THAT I GOT INTO ROYAL PERTH HOSPITAL FOR MY GRAD YEAR. I GOT THE PSYCH AND RENAL ROTATIONS I ASKED FOR AND NOW HAVE A JOB MY FIRST YEAR OUT.....WOOHOOO TO TOP OFF THE DAY I GOT 80% IN MY MID SEMESTER EXAMS SO I AM TOTALLY WRAPPED!!!! EVERYTHING LOOKS GOOD. I AM SO GETTING PISSED TONIGHT!!!!!!!!! THANX TO BENJI FOR ALL THE SUPPORT!!!! LYG #1 MARK (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 13th, 2004
8:56 am	FEELING LIKE CRAP!!!! Have had some kind of weird flu-like illness for the last two months basically. I had it before I went to SH and it keeps going away and coming back. I have had the last three days off work and now my GP wants to admit me to hospital for tests. NOT LIKELY!!!!!! It's really strange that the very moment my love and social life begins to sort itself out,I get sick and start missing uni. I swear I have done something wrong in a past life. Anyway!!!!! Miss Y'all mark ps....am not hibearnating in marital bliss as some people might assume...LOL (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 7th, 2004
8:02 pm	Time Flyz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It seems like an eternity since I have written anything in here. Life in chilly old Kalgoorlie has been as predictable as ever.Work, uni and sleep occupy most of my time.... I have been doing a mini research project at the local high school nursing post so I have been spending most of my days there. I am actually having heaps of fun with the year 8 to 10s. Maybe I am a closet teenager!!!!! I think I am finally starting to get my life organised for when I leave uni. Place to live.......tick Friends who LUV me......tick BF who is HOT.......tick Job organised........nearly Friends all doing well and acting in a sane manner.......cross No sex for a while but, as I now have an official BF(non-fuckbuddy and other forms of non-commital terms I used to use for men in my life) that is probably a good thing(as he isnt here in town). HOPE U R ALL DOIN WELL (3 Comments |Comment on this)